Currently By the Way By Red Hot Chili Peppers I Could Die for You see related

Hmmmmm

Time goes on
It's still the same


You're still the reason I wish I was dead

Crazy

Stupid Entry with No Purpose :)

I

want

something
.....

ANYTHING

Leopard print!
:T

Lol... I don't know why I just do~~>w< hehe
Hopefully this will be a crazy good summer~

o(≧∀≦)o ヲムム

Arr..SO. I've been feeling pretty weird as of late. I'm doing my best to perk myself and remind myself that I am a better person than I give myself credit for(I'm not trying to be conceited -_-)...At least I hope I'm a better person than what I've been feeling like..

I wanted to go out and have some special me time and like...pamper myself or something(ha ha;; ) but it looks like that's not gonna happen this week.(-_-)[Thanks a bunch Belle -_-] That wasn't very well planned...

Alright well let's see what I've done so far this week. I think I did my friend's hair on Monday,but all the days are blending together now..Tuesday was the highlight of this week so far!I went to brother's house and played with Calvin.I met Rocko for the first time and he is SOOOO CUTE!! I think he likes me!^^ And then I went to Beach for the first time to get my hair cut!!~ She was so nice;; Omg I hadn't had a hair cut since Feb2007 haha OH MAN.So much hair.I guess that's gonna sound funny.No I am not a hair beast...(- . -) ANYWAYS!I say I got my hair cut but if you can see it in my dp it's still that long...I only took a bit off the bottom.The rest is all layered~~and so much lighter now!(No one cares ha ha ha) She did a really good job though and worked really hard. I felt so guilty (; - ;) It was like 2 hours of work T^T. After I got out I went to go pick up my cheque and my new shoes~<3 {They're so cool!>XD}

Today I watched my brother beat up Marcyag.It was fun (Y) haha

I know it's off topic and I'm jumping around a lot,but I feel a lot better after my hair cut...I was feeling pretty shitty.Or very unpretty and looking like...shit...ty ahhah. It's always the small things that perk me up like this -_- Like chocolates, or new shoes, or hugs, or bubbletea.... haha

GET WELL BROTHER!!ヽ(ﾟдﾟ;)ノ We have to go out and BUY SHIT!Magical happy shit ....Cool shit...and shoes hahahaha

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I can't move.

I don't want to eat anything.

I woke up dizzy this morning..but I had no appetite so I only had a container of yogurt (sp?). I don't want to go to work anymore.I always fall asleep on the bus on the way there,but it makes my head hurt,and I don't feel rested at all.I'm too stupid for my courses.Can I keep up.Who knows. Why are my insides feeling so twisted?I'm so hungry but food makes me nauseous.(I have been eating bad food two days in a row...) I really hate myself. I hate being this way. I hate feeling this way. I don't want to go to sleep even though I'm so tired. I haven't felt like this since elementary/high school.

I used to be afraid that if I went to sleep I wouldn't wake up.

I stopped being afraid and wished that if I went to sleep I wouldn't wake up.

I can't stop crying.The tears are so hot...They're so salty,they sting.I don't even know why I'm crying. How could I go for years without crying and then just do this? What the hell is wrong with me...

It's all because that time...I hurt you didn't I?

Did it break your heart?It's breaking mine now.

I knew it was true,but now its confirmed.

Because it's just me.So I'm feeling this alone?

I don't want to miss you anymore.